Wasn’t it just a little while ago when I thought that I was just cruising through the term? Well, if you’re cruising, that means you’re not working hard enough. I’m not working hard enough. Things around me are…starting to crumble. I’m not in full-panic mode. I was just there a few days ago. Honestly I would have written about it, but I was in no position to do so. Now, I’ve sort of calmed down, but I’m in a mild-panic state. There’s so much to do.

I spent some time a day or two ago mapping out my hours and seeing when I have time to do anything. Between numerous labs and assignments, I honestly only have a little bit of time to sit and study. It’s sick. Then, insert various meetings and gatherings that I’m obligated to attend.

The result? One tired fucked up student.

Heh. It’s not like I’m the only one who’s been through this. Actually, come to think of it, I’d say most COM E students have just taken it really hard. This isn’t all that fun. I haven’t felt a great sense of passion over the stuff I’ve been looking at it. I’m still waiting for it to kick in. Sure, some things are interesting, but the hoops I have to jump through to get those few courses…it’s insane.

I think next term I want to take a simple Arts course. I need something to offset the harshness of my load.

God help me.