I’ve figured out why this time exams have been so hard on me. I feel like I’ve given up a huge part of who I am during this time. This period of three weeks has been one of sacrifice, deprival, and self-imposed solitude. It makes me sad. I know almost everyone is going through the same thing, but I wonder why my roommates seem to have a low-stress vibe going on. I haven’t been able to do anything that was really “for myself” lately. Maybe that’s what’s causing me to go crazy.
Walking does me good.
As I stepped outside the residence building today, I breathed in and honestly thought how great it was to be outside. Even though I had been outside only just a few days ago, it just felt…right. Maybe it’s the sunlight. I don’t know. Later on, walking by a bunch of bushes I saw two squirrels mating. I couldn’t help but smirk at the thought that it was that time of year again. It’s great to be alive. It’s a shame that I’m going to have to return to my confinement to stuff more knowledge into my tired mind.
I’m now going to make myself some lunch–preferably with some sort of meat, then perhaps take a short nap…then head back to the books.
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