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Separation

Interesting. I’ve been home now for four days. I should be relaxing and enjoying the comforts of home, but I’m not. Perhaps I’m feeling a tad of separation anxiety from my Desktop PC. I know, I know. I have my laptop with me. It gets me by. I’m happy I have it. Still, there’s quite a bit of synchronization I have to do between these two systems before this feeling sinks away.

Or perhaps the feeling is just a result of being away from the campus environment. Friends and contact with peers is never all that far away. Know what I mean? I guess it’s the same here at home. I mean, I can make arrangements with people and head over to some sushi place or something. However, somehow it feels a lot less spontaneous. If it’s late, I can’t just take a short walk over from residence and get a quick bite at Tim’s.

I have to head back to Waterloo tomorrow and begin cramming for finals, but I’ll be back home within two weeks. When I’m back here for another long period of 4 months, I need to make sure I make an effort to socialize, or I may get stuck in yet another not so nice rut. Ruts are bad. They’re evil. They suck. I deserve better than to be in a nasty nasty rut. I’ve declared it.



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