I swear, I have never been so scared of a final in my entire life. This is my final of finals, and I am so unready to face it. I’ve been studying hard for it, but nothing is clicking. It makes me wonder whether my mind has put some sort of mental block up that is preventing me from wanting to take in the information. I’m already thinking of worst case scenarios.
If I fail this course…
- I will end up missing convocation with the peers that I’ve been with for five years.
- I will have to stay behind for one more year.
- I know I will have passed my other courses with a 60+ average, meaning I’ll be taking this course, with 4 other time wasting courses.
- I will have to have spent another $4500 on tuition for another term.
- I will be stuck relearning this wretched course.
- I will be forever embittered to this school for being so heartless.
However…
None of this has happened yet.
I’m honestly not confident about this exam. I’m almost in tears about my state. I’ve tried hard…and yet I can’t possibly come out on top. All I can do is pray that the prof will be lenient. My future is in his hands, and I don’t like it one bit.
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