I admit it. I caved.
This whole unemployed thing is starting to get to my head. There are days when I just sit at home lying on the couch doing nothing but watching the Food Network. It’s kind of harsh. I’m making some attempts to find a job. A few days ago I applied to a TELUS job, but they haven’t contacted me yet–and to be frank I doubt that they well. There was a lack of engineering jobs listed. I applied for the one that seemed to need the least experience. In the end, what I have doesn’t seem to be enough.
Earlier today, I was thinking of companies that may have openings. My thoughts eventually turned to my old company. Yeah, that one: the one that I’ve worked at for the longest time. I browsed through the careers section, and found a job marked as “junior”. If that doesn’t scream “new grad position”, I don’t know what does–well, except for those that have “new grad” in the title.
I filled out the online application form, but before I hit sumbit, I agonized over whether I wanted to work there. My heart was saying no. The few months that I’ve worked there, I was treated like an intern without much importance. I was lonely and felt unnecessary. I complained about not having enough to do and that my mind was going to waste. Is that something I wanted to return to? Well, all things considered, as a full-timer the dynamics would be vastly different, right? Anyway, I did decide to hit submit. However, as I did, I covered my eyes and screeched out loud like I was being tortured to do so.
Worst case scenario, they won’t call me up for an interview. Though it would be bad as well if I was interviewed and I didn’t get the job. That’s all part of the process though, isn’t it?
3 weeks to go before the end of the month. I wonder if I’ll meet my goal.
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