Monthly Archive: October 2006

More avatars

Been meaning to do this for a while, but only got around to it just now.

Added three more pics to random doo-dad on the right.

Also on the horizon is a random banner thingy up-top. Actually, can’t decide whether it should be rotated on a daily basis, or perhaps just random based on every visit. I guess it depends on just how many images I can come up with to put up there. If and when I get that working though, it’ll mean having to regenerate all my blog files, and that generally takes 5-6 minutes now. No matter I guess.

Grudge against the audience

Went out tonight with Henrick to see a movie. We decided to see The Grudge 2 even though I hadn’t seen the first movie. Overall, it wasn’t bad; it wasn’t good either. From what I hear, the style is typical for a Japanese horror film. In any case, I now know what that scary blue faced kid is all about now.

Eh, but this entry isn’t really about the movie. I’m writing about the movie-going crowd that we were sharing the theatre with. From the beginning, we noticed that the crowd seemed to be a lot younger than we were. I was joking that the local high school exploded all over the place. The place was full of giggly teens all brimming with energy. As the movie started, it was already obvious that people were there to scream. They proceeded to do so at every small event and non-event. It was amusing at first, but it quickly got tedious. I mean, there were parts that weren’t scary, or totally expected, and the little girlies screamed anyway. The macho teens in the audience were all cracking jokes, trying to make themselves seem all brave. It was all ridiculous.

Somewhere in the middle of the movie, the amount of murmuring escalated. People started yelling out “shut the fuck up!” and “people are trying to watch the fucking movie!” A whole lot of f-bombs were dropped all over the place. Of course, that only egged some people in the audience on. It was getting to the point where I couldn’t hear any of the dialogue on screen. Somewhere behind me, two people got into an argument. Some female was telling this guy to “shut the fuck up.” He was firing back. It escalated to the point where she slapped him in the face. I heard the contact. The audience around them were going “oooooooooh” in a bit of shock and horror. Some people started chanting “Jerry! Jerry! Jerry!” Having been hit, I can only imagine the guy was irate. However, he was in absolutely no position to hit her back. He did treaten her though: “I’m going to fucking kill you.” All the while, some people next to me were wondering out loud “where’s security?” I was kind of amused that they managed to say something without throwing the f-word in. Security did come in (much too late, really) and brought the female out. As she was leaving the row, she was exclaiming out loud “I’m glad to be out of here! Some adult people are trying to enjoy the movie!” Uh huh. The murmuring continued up until the next scary thing happened on film.

That’s how the movie experience went. As we left the theatre, Henrick and I observed that indeed the crowd consisted of mostly under-20s. Groups of friends were coming out of the theatre making that glottal vibration noise associated with the movie. They were all still giggling about it.

I realize this is going to make me sound like an old fart, but seriously, that was a horrible movie crowd. I’d have rather watched the movie among a calmer crowd that would have been more interested in the flick (read: an older crowd). Hm.

Sequential odometer

numerodo (12k image)

So here’s the picture of my odometer. I said a few days ago that I’d post it. Sure, it’s not all the exciting, but I still like the novelty of it all.

Struggling to express thankfulness

You know, I has started writing an entry regarding “what I am thankful for”. I wanted to write it yesterday to coincide with Thanksgiving, but I never did get around to it. Anyway, as I started writing it today, I was struggling a great deal with putting my thoughts into words. More often than not, the words easily flow from my mind to my fingers, resulting in a blog that reads a lot like my thought processes. Is that a good thing? Bad thing? Bah, does it matter? Anyway, writing was just very difficult.

You know, I’m thankful for a lot of things, of course. I’m thankful for work. I’m thankful for graduating. I’m thankful for a supportive friend and family base. It’s all well and good, however, I just can’t talk about it all in such fine granularity. I wonder why.

So, after two bad starts on writing the entry, I scrapped it altogether. I think that perhaps now is not the best time to write about such things–despite the officialness the holiday, yesterday. If I need to want to write about what I’m thankful for, it truly has to come from within when the timing is right, know what I mean?

Unexpected circumstances

All week, I had a strong desire to tidy up my space, but never had the energy to put a lot of effort into getting it done. Such yearnings haven’t been that strong in ages, so when the weekend finally came I was a whole more excited than I really should have been. When I woke up, I got to work right away. By noon, the carpet was vacuumed and things were already looking better. In the middle of sorting my dirty laundry, the doorbell rang. I hadn’t combed my hair or brushed my teeth yet, so I was in rough shape to meet anyone. I figured though that it was just going to be some solicitor and that I’d easily brush them off. So, I went downstairs and answered the door. The person there was campaigning for the municipal elections. He handed me some pamphlets and encouraged me to vote for guy who’s the current incumbent. Outside, I could see a lot of activity as a team was seemingly trying to cover as much area in a short period of time.

After receiving the one pamphlet, I was handed another regarding a candidate for the region’s school trustee who was being endorsed by the incumbent. When he said the name, I had to get him to repeat it once more. You see, I recognized the name, not because I was following regional politics, but because I knew the candidate personally. I told the campaigner, “I know this guy…I used to go to school with him.” He replied, “oh really? He’s down the road right now.” So, he yelled over to the candidate and got him to come over. I stepped out and waved at him, and was kind of happy that he immediately recognized me.

Back in 2001, we were both still finishing the first year of the computer engineering program. It seemed that we both had a bit of trouble focusing on things and struggled for marks. He often gave me rides back into Toronto whenever I wanted to go home. After that term though, he decided that computer engineering wasn’t for him. He left Waterloo and took up computer science at the University of Toronto. I almost admire him for having the courage to know that a program wasn’t for him and changed tracks like he did.

As time passed, we’d lost most contact. Although at one point, he’d put me on an email list regarding a campaign he was running. I forgot what it was about, but I think he was running for a government position in a riding in downtown Toronto. I don’t think he won, but I’m sure he had gained a great deal of experience. To tell you the truth, I was a bit surprised to hear about someone from my class entering the arena of politics. It didn’t seem like an easy jump to make.

Well, time passed on, and he faded from memory. It’s almost freaky that our paths crossed in the manner that they did this past weekend. It’s a good example of meeting people from one’s past under completely unexpected circumstances. Interestingly, I’ve been doing a lot of that lately. I’m not sure whether this will all bring good luck as I’m revisiting some forgotten links in my social network. Though, more than anything, I’m just intrigued to find out what people have been doing with their lives after so long. It makes me wonder if there’s anyone out there wondering about me.

Of no consequence

Hmm. Just some random thoughts today.

Let me start off by saying that the moon is looking absolutely amazing tonight. As I was driving east on the highway at dusk, I was shocked by the pearl-like beauty of the moon against a cityscape backdrop. I kind of just wanted to stop the car right there to take a picture, but that would have just been irresponsible.

The other day, as I drove into the garage and put my car in park, I was hit by a ridiculous amount of excitement. The odometer on the vehcile had stopped at 123456. Heh. I took a picture, which I’ll post here sometime later.

Today, I was on the subway with my coworker. We head in the same direction, but today was the first day I’d travelled with him. His view of life seems to be a lot more buoyant than mine. He’s excitable and looking forward to the future. His optimism and positive attitude is very much in contrast to my usual stance on life. It’s not that I’m depressed or wholly negative. I guess I’m just…more critical of thinking so far ahead into the future. Who knows what will happen, you know? As he spoke, I felt my mind becoming almost overly critical of his positivism. Of course, it has served him well in life up to this point, so I guess I could be wrong in being critical.

My coworker sat on my right. The guy on my left was listening to his iPod on full blast and really *feeling* the music. He was bopping his head along to the hard guitar riffs and shaking his body with nervous energy. There were times I’d peer over just to see what this guy was up to. I thought he was on some sort of drug. Most people have their earphones at a reasonable level and keep still while enjoying their music. This is for the benefit of other people, as well as to not make a fool of themselves in front of complete strangers. This guy though was oblivious to the surrounding world. To tell you the truth, I almost envy him in that he didn’t care what other people thought. He was able to lose himself entirely and give his soul over the rhythm. I don’t think I could ever be that carefree.

Squash scent

What pops into your head when you think of car fresheners? Immediately, visions of tree-shaped, cardboard pine-scented things come to mind. Heh. I used to be fond of “New car scent” myself. Anyway, while I was at First Markham place, I stopped by the car accessory shop. They seemed to specialize in air fresheners, but they were a hell of a lot more expensive than those inexpensive trees from the gas stations. I don’t think I saw anything in there that was under $9. They were all imported from Japan, which explained their high cost. What was most interesting though was the different variety of scents the store had: none of the usual suspects were there! I was awed by scents like “pinky musk” and “cashew”. I ended up buying one out of curiosity more than anything else. I ended up buying a scent called “squash”. So yeah, apparently my car now smells like a gourd. The smells is a bit sweet, and a little bit…umm…nutty (I think). To be honest, it really smells like what I’d imagine the car would smell like if a Sprite exploded all over the place. It’s not unpleasant, but not necessarily great either. Maybe I just need to get used to the scent.

You know, after paying $15, I’d better get used to it, because it’s not going anywhere.

How good things are

Scorpio (Oct. 24 – Nov. 22)

If you want your future to be all that it can be you need to stop giving quite so much energy to the past. Once you appreciate how good things actually are right now, it will be easy to get the future set up on the right track.

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