Tonight, my company’s holiday party is taking place in a club somewhere downtown. And, as expected, I’m dreading going. Big parties like this make me edgy. I really didn’t want to go, but I realized that this was a big social event that could consciously or subconsciously affect they way people think about me in the office. That’s just the way things are: it is what it is.
At least, it gives me the chance to get a small glimpse of people’s lives outside of the work environment. Is anyone deceptively reserved, but really boorish? Is anyone a lush? Who’s not attached? All this observation can be entertaining.
In the end, I wonder, can I learn to let go and have a good time? Or will this be another re-hash of grad ball?
*spit*
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1 comment
Cherriz says:
Mon. December 18, 2006 at 1:04 am (UTC -4 )
Haha the look/feel of your blog changed again..hmmm…the whole ‘i don’t wanna go party’ thing does sound like the old you. =P
i like the new look of your blog (cuz it’s sorta green to, hehe)