Everyone has good days and bad days. I tend to waver between them with high frequency–not that I’m bipolar or anything. I’d like to think that I’m just the type that gets almost fully involved with just about everything. Whether intentional or not, I often throw my whole self into issues that may only have a passing relation to my life.
Maybe, as a result, I tend towards holding long lasting (sometimes irrational) grudges against certain people or certain things. So I wonder, just what does it take to get onto my shit list? When I’m shown a lack of respect, or my dignity is compromised, where most people might brush it off, I’ll probably take it very personally. I’m fiercely loyal, but when my trust is shaken, it’s really tough to win it back.
That’s just the way I function, you know? I wonder though, how much harder does it make it for someone to be my friend? I’m not trying to make anyone jump through hoops, but I kind of feel guilty that people might have to do so anyway around me.
I guess, in the end of it all, it is what it is.
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3 comments
kyleen says:
Thu. May 3, 2007 at 9:05 am (UTC -4 )
I have never felt the need to jump through hoops for you. I think that if you deal with people honestly and a sense of humor that it all works out in the end.
GDB says:
Thu. May 3, 2007 at 10:33 am (UTC -4 )
I seem to recall an incident with your shit list and a line to the effect “for example, we know that parking at the University costs $92 plus tax”.
(A line that in context I found extraordinarily funny, which was actually a big problem for me.)
Jay says:
Thu. May 3, 2007 at 10:35 am (UTC -4 )
The incident was actually with another dude, at which I could only grimace. lol