Monthly Archive: September 2007

My music notes – September 2007

Recent CD Purchases:

  • Bedouin Soundclash – Street Gospels
  • Jully Black – Seven Day Fool (Remix Bundle) – EP*
  • Gwen Stefani – Love. Angel. Music. Baby (The Remixes) – EP*

*Digital Download

It’s been a light month for music purchases. I’d like to say that it’s because I’ve been in a saving mood, but that certainly doesn’t explain why I splurged on a DS Lite. I haven’t even gotten around to popping the Bedouin Soundclash CD in my laptop; I’ve been too busy to sit down and give the album proper attention. Soon though.

“I’m running for…”

This morning I was at the CIBC Run for the Cure. I knew there was going to be a huge crowd there but I simply was not prepared for what I saw. Seriously. It was an absolute sea of humanity out there. It’s mind-boggling. Along the route, when going downhill, you get this vantage point where you see this huge mass of people in white t-shirts stretching out for several blocks. I’ve never seen that before.

Our RR instructor was teaching both a new LTR (learn to run) group as well as my 5K class. So, the two groups came together for this event. The lineups for the bathrooms were pretty long. About 15 minutes before the start, a couple of people from our group went across the street to use the bathroom at a cafĂ©. They took such a long time in there. The race started while we were waiting. They finally came out about 10 minutes after that. We ran over to the crowd, which was already moving, however, because there was so many people, the back of the crowd was basically at a slow walking pace. No chance to run, you know? After 5-10 minutes of walking, I said to our group, “Shouldn’t we try to run?” The rest agreed, so I started weaving in and out of the crowd. It was sort of fun, kinda like a video game of sorts. About halfway, I couldn’t find the rest of my 5K group–I think they just decided to walk, but the LTR people wanted to keep running: it was their first 5K event. So OK, I kept up with them and timed out their intervals. It was kind of fun. The four of us stuck together the whole way.

Man, along the way there was a lot to see. Along with the running types, there were young kids, pets, groups walking hand in hand, etc. Some people wore pink wigs or pink fuzzy cowboy hats. So funny. Some groups had a team name written on the back of their shirts. So many of them were breast related, which, seriously, if you have an opportunity to get away with having a name like that, I say go for it. These are some that I remember: “A-breasted Development”, “Lovely Lady Lumps”, “The Ta-Ta Sisterhood”. I passed by the CHFI team. Damn, Erin Davis seems tall. Besides a racing number, there’s also a sign that says “I’m running for…” You’re supposed to fill that in with whomever you’re doing the run for. As I ran, I saw so many reasons. People were running for their wives, daughters, sisters, aunts, cousins, friends. It was especially moving when there was something along the lines of “in memory of” included. And if there was no one in particular, people wrote “for all women” or “the cause” or “a cure.” It was all very heavy when I took a moment to dwell on multitude of reasons of why people were there. Personally, I was running for my aunt who survived breast cancer.

Despite everyone having a different reason everyone there was united for the common goal of ending breast cancer.

Overall, the experience was just amazing. The clock at the end showed that we crossed at 1:04 and change. Heheh. It doesn’t matter though, because this event isn’t about the time, you know? I know the LTR people I was with were beaming with pride at having done their first event. Oh, I remember that feeling. :smile: So yeah, that’s my RFTC experience. I think it’s something that I want to be a part of again next year. I might even try to raise funds next time. Some of y’all should join me.

Complaining at the auto shop

Seems to me that whenever I go to my mechanic I end up talking to some guy complaining about how the place was charging too much and how he could get things cheaper if he went elsewhere. The question remains then: “if you knew you could go elsewhere, why in the world are you here?” Seriously, eh? When the guy left the waiting room, he came to me and shook my hand. I thought it was kind of amusing. All I was doing was just listening and echoing his frustrations.

I went there early this morning to get an oil change, but after they did a check, they found out that my brake pads were really worn down. I guess that explains the times when I feel like I’m not getting great response from the brakes when I’m rounding a corner. All that, with a couple of other maintenance stuff made the bill come out to a bit more than $500. All I could think about was how my bank account had taken another hit. Sure, I have no trouble affording it, but it sort of delays a few things with regards to paying off things on a certain schedule. I’ll need to juggle some things around at the end of next month. :neutral:

Seeing lights

Oh man, I think I’m going out of my bleedin’ mind.

This morning I had to drop by the medical labs to get my blood works done. I parked across the street from the building. As I left, I noticed this old man, kind of looking around his car. The car’s lights were on. He left his car though and proceeded to head toward the street. I got out of my car and took a look at the front and back of his car. The lights were definitely on. So, after confirming I started chasing after the old guy. “Sir, I think your lights are on…you car…lights…” My verbals skills were once again failing me. He looked at me a little funny and said “No, I think my lights are off. Thanks though.” With that, he jaywalked across the street.

I thought, “What in the world?” I was laughing to myself at how the man reacted, and how he’d have a surprise when he got back. I went to the lab, and about 10 minutes later I was back out. When I got back to my car, I took a gander over at the old man’s car. I was in shock to find that the car had its lights off. :shock:

Maaan, there must be something wrong with me.

Sloooooow motion

Man, it totally feels like everything is going in slow-mo today. I left home late but figured that I could catch up to my usual time checkpoints, but the route I took prevented that from happening. To my surprise, a couple of the roads I took had heavy construction, and everyone on the road moved at a snail’s pace as a result. By the time I got to the station lot, there were only a handful of parking spaces left. I was lucky enough to actually get one of them. The train was sluggish too, waiting at each station for about a minute before moving on. Maybe there was a medical emergency or something. Who knows?

Work itself didn’t really move any faster either. I was subjected to a barrage of tickets relating to trivial issues. It seemed like there would be no end to it. However, yeah, the end did come. I left work early because I’d had enough.

The end of the week is near, and I’m ready to just let go and unwind. Time to hit CTRL + R/F5, yeah? Refresh!

Verbal haze

Earlier today, I went to my manager to ask a question about one of my tasks. I was explaining to him how I was disagreeing with what the client was asking, and I was outlining various reasons as to why the request didn’t make sense to me. It all made complete sense in my mind. When I spoke the words, it all was there as one coherent blob of an idea. However, all my manager could do was go “huh?” Apparently what I thought was a coherent blob was just a lump of mismatched syntax. I got my point across, but I knew that I could have done a much better job of it.

This seems to happen to me frequently. It’s like the words that come out of my mouth are obscured with a mental fog. One of my coworkers joked that he can’t understand what I’m saying half of the time. Yeah, it was meant as a joke, but there’s also rooted in truth. In fact, he heard me talking to my manager today and couldn’t help but laugh.

I often hear people tell me “that didn’t make sense…and yet it did. :shock: ” I’m not intentionally being obscure. Maybe mentally I’m assuming that the person I’m speaking to knows the same unspoken facts that I do about what I’m talking about. Of course, this isn’t always true, but somehow I still manage to leave out stuff I’m subconsciously labelling as “goes-without-saying.”

You know, clarity is over-rated.

Running log: 2007/09/25

Of all the days for the weather to be unusually humid, it has to be one of my run days, no?

Today marks the last clinic day of my 5K clinic. Whoo! I’m done. Am I more capable of running the distance? I guess so. We’ve covered a distance of more than 5K for a good while now, so when it comes time to do the run this Sunday, I’m confident that I can handle it. In store, the guest speaker today was the instructor for the 10K clinic. He was really selling the 10K to us, and frankly, I felt that what he was saying was right on. I was ready to move on to the next level. I asked about being slow, and he said that the 10K class encouraged running slow on the long run days in order to build endurance. Fantastic! The 5K class almost seems like a sprint–you are sort of encouraged to do the distance as fast as possible. It seems like with the next level there’s going to be a shift in focus. The sprinting mind set suddenly has to be traded in for one of endurance. I think that’s going to be immensely useful. Prior to hearing him talk, I was really on the fence–leaning toward doing the 5K over. Afterwards, I felt confident that I could manage in the 10K.

That is, I was confident. Today was one of those really bad run days that I get on occasion. The humidity was unusual. I think my body had already been taken out of “heat” mode. The humidity was really taking its toll. It seemed like everyone was going faster than I wanted to run. However, not wanting to be left behind I forced myself to try to keep up. I was fine for two intervals, but afterwards, I just couldn’t maintain it. I was working too hard. We took a 6K route that should have been easy, but I was really wiped out in the last half hour. I felt like shit. I wanted to stop. My eyes must have been telling the story of just how nasty I was feeling. I was frowning, and feeling so very pathetic. It’s not that my legs were hurting. No, I was just out of energy. It was tough to move.

Guess all I can do is dust myself off and try again tomorrow. However…yeah, it’s horribly discouraging. I really need to consider whether I can handle the 10K. I think I can but… :???:

No longer the new guy

Over the weekend, I spent some of my time thinking about work. There was this JavaScript/HTML DOM issue that I was planning on tackling when I came in this morning. However, the senior engineer decided that it would better to give this one problem to the person who’d just joined our team last week. So, he gave the task to the other person and told me to keep an eye on progress. I commented to the senior guy that it was so weird for me to be in the position of supervising and giving out advice. How he replied surprised me and made me laugh at how I didn’t realize it right away.

“You’re no longer the new guy”

Well duh, I guess. Yeah, it’s a “duh” moment, but it didn’t click before. Now, technically, I haven’t been the new guy for a long time since someone started two weeks after I did. Still, that’s just really a formality. Mentally, I was still in that “newbie” state of mind. Can I really shake that moniker off so easily? Maybe I can. I dunno. I mean, I spent a lot of time today helping to train the new employee. I actually felt capable. That’s a good feeling, for once.

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