I swear, I’m not sure whether everything is all right. Close to the end of the day today at work I started feeling rather off-balance and was in a state of unease. I’m not sure why that was the case at all, except for perhaps a lack of getting the recommended 8 hours of sleep for the past few nights. Anyway, the unease was such that I seriously became worried. I was apprehensive that something was wrong. Now, I sometimes end up buying into my own hype about my intuition and having so-called occult powers despite knowing that I really only talk about it in jest. What I was feeling this afternoon though was so strangely out of place that I felt like I knew in my gut that something was just not right. There was a bad aura in the atmosphere that no one else was sensing and it bothered me! I messaged a coworker declaring that I felt like something bad was going to happen. He just laughed it off–and really rightfully so. I laughed along side him, but doing so didn’t really do much to quell the worrying that was going on at a deep level.
God, how the heck do I explain what I was feeling? Well whatever it was, it was inducing paranoia. I was looking around me minute to minute wondering if someone was attempting to do something nefarious. It was pretty messed up. Right now though, the sense of dread isn’t as strong. Well, maybe if I just drop right now and sleep early everything will be all right when the morning rolls around again, yes? Help me!
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