Monthly Archive: June 2008

Geek secrets

On my second last day in Japan I headed back to Akihabara to check out what I considered to be a super-geek store. Now, the area is already known for having a lot of the geek shops–video games, manga (adult and otherwise), anime, hobby figures, etc. This one particular store though seems to consolidate it all into one shop. Back in 2006, we’d gone to a branch of the store out in the far west of the city. Being that they opened a store closer to where I was located, I thought I’d check it out.

I wandered around looking for the building being unsure what to expect, but when I saw a tall black tower I knew that I’d found it. I was a little unsure about walking in. Why? Hmm…maybe I was suddenly hit by a little bit of self-consciousness. Did I want to be seen walking into such the place? Then it occurred to me that no one would ever see me again. Point! So, I started wandering around. Eight floors of geek-wares. Second floor had costumes and anime cels. The third floor had all sorts of manga and artbooks. I made a feeble attempt to look for a particular title, but I got lost amid all the kanji. I found two artbooks that I wanted though so I purchased them. In the other location, they put the contents in these heavy black bags which were designed to hide the contents. Now, that’s dead useful if you purchased something pervy, or mildly embarrassing. Thing is, in carrying a black bag, you’re sort of giving away the fact that you’re carrying something that you don’t want broadcast. This time, they put my purchase in a paper bag and taped it shut with three pieces of tape. Still opaque, but branded with the company’s name. I think such a bag still induces curiosity if you recognize the company, right?

So, again, why is an opaque bag important? Well, the fourth floor of the building was purely hentai. There were so many illustrated boobies and flying fluids. It was fascinating. This floor was actually the most popular floor in the building from what I remembered. There were a lot of guys perusing thing, pawing at the good, collecting piles and piles of…whatever. It all caught me off guard. As I walked up to the fifth floor, I saw a sign describing floor contents. I couldn’t make out all of the details, but I noticed that the fourth floor (the floor I was just at) had kanji for “men” on it. The fifth floor had kanji for “women” on it. Well, I wasn’t in the mood to face a full floor of men loving men, so I headed for floor 6. I don’t recall exactly what was on the floor. I think it was a full floor of doujinshi. Floors 7 and 8 had video games and hobby figures. Once again though, they didn’t have much in the way of figures from [that one show] that I would have been interested in. Feh.

Well, walking around with a bag from that store was interesting. I could have sworn that people were looking at the bag wondering what was in it. Or furthermore they were wondering what the foreigner was doing carrying something from the store. Maybe it was all imagined. Actually, I don’t think it was. I did some more general shopping before heading to Sensōji and the Nakamise shopping street. The street is full of souvenir type stuff all leading up to the big Buddhist temple. I’d been there in 2006, so I knew that it was a great place to get stuff. I went into one store to shop for a yukata for myself. I set my bags down as I was trying things on. One of the store clerks had to set them aside to access a storage drawer. As she picked up my bags, the paper bag sort of popped open a little bit possibly exposing the contents. The clerk started apologizing–genuinely sounding like she was sorry that I was possibly ‘exposed’. Oh, she knew. Of course, its not like I was carrying illustrated porn, so I didn’t care too much. In any case, I thought that sort of reaction was interesting.

That store, by the way, forgot to give me a free belt for my yukata. Boo!

Brace hell

During this whole process with braces, so far my visits to the dentist have been all right. I mean, it’s usual just a quick in and out affair and then I can go on with my life. Today though my monthly appointment seemed to be a bit rougher than usual. There was a lot of work done where each element on its own wouldn’t have bothered me too much, but it all sort of just piled up.

  • My dentist added brackets to my back molars. They weren’t on for the past few months and she felt it was about time.
  • When it came time to choose a colour, again they informed me that they didn’t have red. I wasn’t sure what was available so my dentist suggested green. I just thought, “whatever, that’s fine.” I’ve had green before and it wasn’t that bad. Turns out she meant bright neon green. Fuck me.
  • My teeth are straight enough to the point that she’s making me wear elastics between a few of my top and bottom teeth. The result? I’m having trouble opening wide. It’s also sort of affecting my speech patterns. I’m pretty self-conscious about smiling at the moment. I’m sure it’ll pass, but damn it all.

I know all of this is temporary. I’m just having to suck it up and have a good sense of humour with a big dash of humility.

Luggage vomit?

Damn it, I still need to put away stuff that I’ve unpacked. It looks as if my luggage sort of vomited all its contents all over the bed and floor of my room. It’s pretty unsightly. Thing is, it’s not all directly from the luggage. A few days ago I pulled out some clean clothes from the bag and noticed that they didn’t seem fresh at all. The smell reminded me of Tokyo air and water. I mean, while I was there I’m sure I wouldn’t have noticed my things taking on that characteristic, but over here there’s a bit of an unwanted contrast. Well, as a result I stuffed all of my bag’s contents (both clean and dirty) into the wash. Now everything is back to normal, except for the fact that all this clean stuff is strewn all over the bed and in a laundry basket.

Lying on the floor as well are a whole bunch of souvenir type gifts. Who knows who I’ll meet over the next few weeks. So close to my trip, I think it would simply be polite for me to offer gifts to my close acquaintances, yes? Thing is, how much of this stuff should I give away? What should I keep? I haven’t figured it all out yet. While I’m getting it all in order, the gifts are sort of lying around in need of some organization.

I could fool myself into making a promise that it’ll all get organized this weekend. Realistically I can probably get it half done. Even so, I don’t plan on losing sleep over it. Hell, I’m using this time to catch up on rest and finally put a nail in the jet lag beast. It need to be subdued. Now.

The road to the half

As I was writing yesterday’s entry, I was hit by a rather large wave of fatigue. Mid-sentence I drifted off with one finger on the ‘e’ key and woke up to find a whole lot of vowels on my screen. So yes, I think fatigue was the big culprit for my whacked out state of mind over the last few days. My body certainly wasn’t helped by the fact that I’ve been trying to ease myself back into running. You see, I’m now officially en route to my first half marathon race.

Umm…YES.

This past Sunday I went into the RR and signed up for the half marathon clinic. See, over the duration of the 10K clinic, I’ve been gradually increasing the mileage. It’s gotten to the point where I feel as if I shouldn’t really progress any further until I get more information on how to go about training for such a distance. Sure, it’s not a full marathon, but 21.1K is still a formidable distance, is it not? In any case, the goal race is at the end of September/early October. There’s enough time to get to the point where I can finish such a distance upright and feeling good.

I’m actually feeling at ease about this whole endeavour now. In contrast to how I was feeling a month ago, that’s a big improvement! I don’t know if all of the walking I did in Japan helped, but my past two runs have been speedy in comparison to my usual pacing. These short runs have been confidence boosters, for sure. Knowing that such a goal as running a half is within grasp for someone un-sporty like me is entirely a blessing. As such, I do vow to do my best over the next few months.

Feeling that something was wrong

I swear, I’m not sure whether everything is all right. Close to the end of the day today at work I started feeling rather off-balance and was in a state of unease. I’m not sure why that was the case at all, except for perhaps a lack of getting the recommended 8 hours of sleep for the past few nights. Anyway, the unease was such that I seriously became worried. I was apprehensive that something was wrong. Now, I sometimes end up buying into my own hype about my intuition and having so-called occult powers despite knowing that I really only talk about it in jest. What I was feeling this afternoon though was so strangely out of place that I felt like I knew in my gut that something was just not right. There was a bad aura in the atmosphere that no one else was sensing and it bothered me! I messaged a coworker declaring that I felt like something bad was going to happen. He just laughed it off–and really rightfully so. I laughed along side him, but doing so didn’t really do much to quell the worrying that was going on at a deep level.

God, how the heck do I explain what I was feeling? Well whatever it was, it was inducing paranoia. I was looking around me minute to minute wondering if someone was attempting to do something nefarious. It was pretty messed up. Right now though, the sense of dread isn’t as strong. Well, maybe if I just drop right now and sleep early everything will be all right when the morning rolls around again, yes? Help me!

Lament of the non-sporty

It seems that just about everyone at work is in full Euro 2008 mode. So many conversations that are floating around right now surround matches that were, or are coming up soon. On my team there’s a Turkish guy, and he’s particularly interested in this afternoon’s match–and with good reason, of course.

All of this just makes me think of how this is such a tough time for someone how isn’t quite so sports minded such as myself. I’m unable to join in on these conversations. In fact, listening in I’m quite paralyzed because I just have no idea how to comment one way or another. It’s kind of sad, however, I don’t really think I’m going to take up a new interest just for the sake of some minor socialization, right? It’s not in my personality type–I’m quite fixed! I’ll be content enough to keep quiet and bide my time until the tourney is over. Still…damn it all!

Umm…go Turkey?

Giving melons…sort of

Today was my first day back to work after my break. As expected I was feeling a big heap of contradictory emotions about heading back to my desk. On the one hand, I’d once again be productive which would be a great thing. On the other hand, coming off of such a great break I was prone to a bit of post-vacation depression. Meh, whatever. Being productive trumps that.

I was debating whether to bring little gifts for my colleagues. I mean, it didn’t seem customary to really bring anything back for everyone and I kind of didn’t want to start a trend. I mean, last thing I wanted was to make anyone else going on vacation feel obligated. Eh, but in the end, I decided to just do it anyway. It wasn’t to bank any good will for any future favours–at least, I don’t think it was. I mean, who knows what’s going on deep down in my subconscious. No, I believe that I did it just to be nice. Is that possible? How crazy is that? I’m doubting my own motives.

For my project manager and the tech lead I brought these rice krispie type snacks that I bought from Nakamise-dori near Senso-ji. For the rest of my team I brought small packs of Hi-Chew. Yes, those are available here pretty widely. However, the flavour I got them was yubari melon which can only be picked up from Hokkaido. The actual melons themselves are pretty pricey. Good ones go for over $100 and are actually often given as gifts. Hell, if someone gave me a $100 melon I’d be pretty happy too. Luckily though, this yubari melon Hi-Chew is a lot cheaper than that. I sure as hell wouldn’t give $100 melons to each one of my coworkers–I mean, what am I, made of money? They were pretty appreciative of everything. I’m glad I went ahead with my plan.

I guess it’s back to a more normal life once again!

Yomiuri Giants vs. Saitama Seibu Lions

The morning after the tour I attempted to sleep in but the sunlight pierced through the window pretty violently. I only made it to about 10 a.m. or so before I felt like I couldn’t lie down any longer. I got ready as quietly as possible and headed out in silence.

That morning I decided to head to Akihabara. I had small intentions of searching out a cheap flash drive. To be honest though I really didn’t give it much of an effort. I gave up my half-hearted search pretty quickly and instead switched to more geekier stuff. I started hunting out some “hobby figures” for [that particular show]. I mean, a couple of us were shown a good number of stores in the area that carried the figures. Back then, the figures for that show were still sort of numerous. As I went around this time though, the pickings were really slim! Seriously. I spotted maybe only a few swimsuit figures, or pieces that I already had. It was kind of an eye opener. I mean, when I stop to think about it, the show started almost 16 years ago: it’s an old franchise that doesn’t generate much interest anymore. How sad! Eventually, I just gave up on searching for that one show and started poking around in other shops for stuff. In the end of it all I only ended up with some gifts before walking back to the apartment.

When I got back, my friend had already left to take care of a few things. I took an hour or two to just relax and nap. When I got up I started my trek over to the Tokyo Dome to meet my friend. After our failure to get tickets to see the Hanshin Tigers, we decided to get tickets to see a Yomiuri Giants game. As I walked to the station it started raining really hard, and water filled my shoes rather quickly. It was going to be a rough night. When we got to the dome area I stopped to take pictures here and there. The other guy just kept on walking though. I kept an eye on him from a distance so as not to lose him in the crowd. As he rounded a corner, I fully expected him to wait. The path was slippery from all the water and I had no intentions of running. As I rounded the corner myself I scanned the crowd for him but didn’t see him at all. I had no luck spotting him so I gave him a call. He told me to meet him at gate 11. I looked around but didn’t spot the gate. I weaved through the crowd and eventually found a sign pointing me to the gate which was clear on the other side of the dome and on a lower level. Wandering around in wet socks wasn’t putting me in the greatest of moods. I eventually caught up with him and he had the nerve to ask “why are you so slow?” I got bloody pissed off at the perceived indecency with that remark. I started yelling, but then disconnected because that wasn’t the time or place to engage him. Besides, we were going to see a Japanese baseball game–that’s all that mattered.

Previously before sitting down my friend had a bit of a worry that we might have ended up with seats in the visitor’s region of the stands. It wouldn’t have mattered to me, really. He was right–we were in the visitor’s area. Actually, we were in this border line area, really. To the left of us were the home team fans. To the right were the people cheering for the visiting Saitama Seibu Lions. Through the first inning I felt schizophrenic. I wanted to cheer for the home team, but I also wanted to cheer with the visitors. Eventually, for my sanity I had to choose one. My friend left his seat to stand over with the Giants fans. For me, I decided to stick to my seat and politely clap for whoever because I was lazy. Thing is, the visitors had this whole flag, trumpet, and drum thing going on. Their cheers were vibrant and lively and noisier from my vantage point. The Giants fans seemed a bit more boring be comparison. By the second inning, the visitors got a 3-run home run and started going wild. It was at that point that I decided to adopt the Lions as my team of choice. In the third inning they got another 3-run home run. Check out the video for them cheering afterwards. It doesn’t do the crowd justice. The drumming and trumpets were infectious and I don’t think it’s really conveyed.

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Well, by the end the visiting Lions won the game by a pretty wide margin. That put me in a good mood for the rest of the night. Good thing I was in a good mood too because that was the night that I had to put up with heavy train delays due to the multiple suicides. At one point we decided to get off the local train and try for the express. Man, that train was packed. I didn’t really think I could fit onto the train, but I just stepped on and mildly pushed with my whole body. I thought it was a miracle that I made it. Unfortunately for me, the train waited for a few more minutes. The train got more and more packed as people crammed on. There was only one technique: push! Somehow it all worked out. I’ve never experienced that on a Tokyo train before. I can now say that I’ve been in a ridiculously packed train in Tokyo. It’s hard to not be self-conscious in that situation, no? At one point, the young mother had to pick up something for her kid. She bent over basically shoving her ass up against me. My mind clicked: “ok…that’s her ass.” It took me a few more moments before something else clicked: “that’s her ass…rubbing into my crotch.” OK. So, I adjusted myself so as not to prolong anything lest I get an erection on a packed train. Nope…wouldn’t be good. When we finally got off the trains, my friend commented about how packed trains like that are reasons why groping is so common. No shit.

We ended the night by eating chicken wings in Shinjuku. The street along there were lines with ladies offering services. One woman seemed desperate to really want to get my attention. She was offering massage services–and I’m sure they would have included a “happy ending” for a little extra. Pass.

All in all a good night.

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