Monthly Archive: January 2009

Everything taking its toll

Every now and then I need a reminder of how I’m human and not “indestructible.” Back on Wednesday I wrote about taking a long lunch break walk around downtown through a storm. I think if I’d left my acts of defiance at that I would have been OK, but no, after work I decided to make the 2.5K walk up to the station. That was my first time doing it from the new work place and I thought, “what better day to do it?” Yeah, no kidding. My feet were sliding all over the place. Past Chinatown I was starting to feel a bit fatigued. By the time I got to the station I was feeling drained. I’m sure I was covered in snow and looking quite ridiculous. The guy in the collector booth was either joking or dicking around with me–I couldn’t tell in my state. Jerk.

On Thursday, I got to go to work later in order to work on a code release. It took longer than expected, carrying us past midnight. I was at work for 13.5 hours before heading home. With the commute and all I ended up getting home at 2:30 am. Just hours later I was on my way back to work. I came in only half an hour later than my usual start time. I didn’t want having a late night to be an excuse for being too late. The whole day I had a bit of a headache and was feeling pretty languid and all. I just attributed it all to the long shift I had the night before as well as the lack of sleep.

That brings me to this morning. I got up and started to get ready for my run. However, I was feeling dizzy and warm. At first I thought I was just tired but upon further thought I realized that I was actually on the verge of becoming really sick. Running would have just made my fever worse. All of these bad situations that I’ve been putting my body through were taking a toll and I wasn’t giving it time to really recover.

I’m generally good when it comes to illness. My recuperative powers are pretty sturdy. I’ve been under the covers for a good part of today trying to sweat it out. I’m sure I’ll be fine by the next work day, but meanwhile I need to take it easy.

You have to try harder

[1:31:36 PM] Kyleen: nice man is shoveling my walk. ^_^
[1:31:45 PM] citizen of the planet: nice
[1:31:47 PM] Kyleen: Of course, I have to pay him. But it means I don’t have to.
[1:32:20 PM] Kyleen: He’s a guy that goes door to door.
[1:32:40 PM] Kyleen: He did a good job before. And he’s got pretty eyes. What better qualifications?
[1:32:41 PM] citizen of the planet: easier on you and your knees
[1:32:46 PM] Kyleen: That too.
[1:32:51 PM] citizen of the planet: maybe you can come up with other ways to pay him
[1:33:07 PM] citizen of the planet: sounds like stuff you can write fiction about.
[1:33:14 PM] Kyleen: Hahaha. Little flirt doesn’t hurt.
[1:33:24 PM] Kyleen: But he told me before he was doing it to “help feed the babies.”
[1:33:43 PM] Kyleen: Mmm… man with children…. Probably has a wife/girlfriend too.
[1:33:43 PM] citizen of the planet: just means you have to try harder

…it’s a fish out of water

I recently bought the CD O My Heart by Mother Mother. I enjoy exploring the occasional Canadian indie band. This band? Really good. Their sound is quirky and has interesting harmonies. This video is the title track from the album.

Contemplating the snow storm

A snow storm has settled over the city, promising about 20 cm of snow by day’s end. Driving in today was an exercise in patience. I’m still surprised at the occasional idiot driving as if it was a clear summer day out there. Traffic is already going slow; we don’t need a collision to tighten roads and make things even slower. It’s just inconsiderate.

Anyway, it’s in this weather that I decided to go for a long walk during lunch. I just wanted to get away from my desk. So, I put on my leather jacket and gloves and just decided to wander. I went west on King for a while with my jacket unzipped, but soon zipped up when I noticed just how much snow my fleece sweater was holding onto. By the time I got to Bathurst though I overheated to the point where I unzipped myself again. I had no problem toughing it out.

Without a hat, my hair was really collecting a good amount of snow. While walking up Bathurst I encountered this young guy seemed to be dressed kind of grotty in oversized street clothes. He asked for some spare change. Luckily for him I was in the mood to stop. He continued on to say that he was thirsty and wanted to buy a beer or something. Whatever. As I was fishing for change, the guy started commenting on my hair. I think words were failing him. He was telling me how my hair looked awesome with the snow in it. Apparently the snow really only collected along the front giving me this two-tone look. He said was making me look like I had white hair, but he was then quick to correct himself to say that it didn’t mean he thought I was old. Yeeeah, that smacked of a little desperation. In any case, I gave him a dollar and wished him luck.

I went up to Dundas and walked over back to Spadina and Chinatown. Each step was interesting because depending where I walked, the snow might shift or it might be hard and uneven. It was unpredictable. As I passed by, a couple of Chinese old ladies were walking past and smiling at what I’d assume was my snow-caked hair. Walking back south to my building, I noticed the majority of people bundled up with their heads covered. Some were really hunched over in an attempt to maintain some warmth. I don’t know. Too much snow isn’t a good thing because it does become stressful after a while. When we have an occasional storm like this after a period of relatively nice weather I almost feel like this something that we should “own.” Know what I mean? This type of weather is a fact of life in a place that’s blessed with four distinct seasons. The snow was beaning me in the face, and was turning my head into a snow sculpture, but I was happy.

Of course…even though I’m saying all this I’m feeling quite damp right now because all my clothes absorbed a lot of the melted snow. My socks have been laid out on top of my computer tower in an attempt to get them to dry out enough before my commute home. It’s OK. I’ll be just fine. It’s all part of the season.

On call

BUZZZZZZ…

BUZZZZZZ…

Seriously.

Seems that the last time our department had a code launch I was scheduled to have the on call pager–just like now.

I am not amused. Let’s hope that there aren’t any server issues past midnight.

Two more months…

For the past while I’ve been really itching to get these braces off. I mean, my teeth really are straight now. They form these nice arches that seem to be well formed. There’s been this small gap that they’ve been trying to close with elastics, but over the past month it kind of looks like the millimetre gap isn’t closing any. So, with today’s appointment at the dentist I was determined to tell them enough is enough.

Well, the appointment came and I was seated in the yellow chair. I told the dentist that the gap didn’t change at all despite frequent band usage. She took a look and disagreed–she noticed that the gap was closing. She told me: “two more months.” I swear, in my head all I could hear were those horns you hear on The Price is Right whenever someone overbids or loses a game. Yeah, you know what I’m talking about. Ugh. I was psyched to get these off, but it wasn’t to be. It wasn’t until I got further explanation that I realized that they couldn’t have come off anyway. Apparently there are a set of archwires that I need to go through before the process completes. They started going through the set two months ago, so really I’ve been in the endgame all along.

In any case, all of this guessing can come to an end. My March appointment is scheduled for the 23rd. That should be the date. Fingers crossed. The results will be well worth the wait.

Running log: 2009/01/25

Early on in the week, when I got my running schedule I was feeling psyched about this morning’s long run. It’s been a long while since I’ve gone up to distances like 18 kilometres. I was ready to really “giv’er” and do what I could. In lieu of the usual 10 & 1 method I decided to try doing the distance as a steady run (without the 1 minute breaks inserted). Instead of the tights I decided to give layering two pairs of track pants a try. I was warm enough, so I think that’s the route I’m going to go for the rest of the season. I was all set.

Overall, I feel like I did well. Doing such a long steady run is tough–we aren’t really trained to do that. Other than at the occasional stop light I didn’t feel the urge to just slow down and walk. Sure, I slowed down on occasion to give myself a break, but overall I kept the forward motion going. By the last few kilometres though I was really feeling the aches in the hips and glutes. They’re not used to having that much extended stress put on them. Eh, well, I guess that’s what training is for, right?

I think somewhere along the way I told someone I was running with: “I’ve slowed down to a waddle!” Hah. I was part joking, really. When I get tired, my steps tend to slow down to the point where I’m not getting much air time. I guess you can say it turns into a fast shuffle. Yeah, kind of sucks, but truthfully it helps me conserve a bit of energy. The coaches noticed too and pointed it out to me back at the store. However, they know that I get off the ground on other days when I’m not running so far. Man–a guy of my weight isn’t going to get much time off the ground. Fact. I suppose that that’s something I can work on next time. I think though I’m going to behave and do the 18K via ten minute intervals. It will allow me to push harder and get occasional breaks. I want to judge whether it makes a difference or not.

Waddle, waddle, waddle.

Blueberry buckle

I’ve seriously been meaning to lay down a good sizable entry, but I’m running behind again. I have a Chinese New Year shindig with my running buddies that I need to get to. Once again, just like our last get together, I took it upon myself to make the effort to bake something for the pot luck. This time I did a blueberry buckle, which is a recipe I picked off of Anna Olson’s show on the Food Network called Sugar. I’ve done the recipe before, so I know that it usually turns out great. I actually doubled up the cake part of the recipe because the original measures didn’t seem to be large enough to fill the spring form pan that I used. Seriously, my biggest fear is that the insides aren’t cooked. I don’t want someone to cut a slice to find it oozing. I currently have a reputation as a good baker–I’m not going to have that ruined, right? I’ve been sticking toothpicks into the thing like mad to ensure that the middle is fine. As far as I know, it’s good. Still, strange things can happen. Here’s the end result:

blueberry buckle

Anyway, I’m off. If there’s anything left, I’ll get a picture of the cross section and post it here.

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