Oh, God, what’s wrong with me? It almost seems like I’m going through a bit of a cosmic rough patch. Left and right, I kind of feel like I’m leaving a trail of disappointed people behind me as I’m moving onward. No, it’s not my intention. I mean, is it ever, really? Who wakes up in the morning thinking “Hmm, I know! I want people to be frustrated with me!”

I’m no sociopath.

I’m finding a little irony in the fact that although I’m surrounded by people, my sense of loneliness seems to be hitting me harder. I’m doing the best I can to keep my shit together, but there’s only so long I can go before breaking. Today the universe found the chink in my armour and down I went about midday today into something of a downward spiral.

I want tomorrow to be a better day. I may have to find a way to tear myself down and build myself back up again to be stronger. Meanwhile, I’m just tired, right through to my core. Rest can’t come soon enough.