Ultimately, the end result comes down to it being a control issue. I want everything to work out, but there seems to be some deal-breakers involved. I didn’t anticipate that the problems would be that important, but apparently they are. One small step over the line means that there will just be many more to come. And if I’m already this irritated…I anticipate things will only get worse. As my friend says “[I] like nice things, and [I'd] like them to stay nice.”
I already know the end result (I think), and it’s kind of breaking my heart because ultimately I want us both to be happy.
Uuuuuugh. Why does it have to be like this?
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2 comments
Erin says:
Sat. May 29, 2010 at 2:21 pm (UTC -5 )
This isn’t about a human lady friend, is it?
Jay says:
Sat. May 29, 2010 at 9:29 pm (UTC -5 )
I filed this under the category “pet projects”
I wrote this the way I did because I wanted it to sound like it could apply otherwise, but no…I’m lamenting about Gloria…