Back in July of 2007 I decided to do something a bit hardcore to this blog in order to challenge myself. I started blogging daily as a way to keep my writing skills sharp and to practice the art of daily gratitude. I mean, even when I wrote a ranting post I still managed to take a moment to think about all of the great things happening in my life. It’s been useful, and I don’t regret it one bit. Finding time back then wasn’t so bad because I really had a fair bit of time on my hands; writing sort of became habitual. I was able to capture a lot of awesome thoughts on here. When I read back at some older entries I can still feel a lot of the emotions I associated with that post. Well, that kind of brings me to where I am today. Times change, priorities change. At this point, I am not able to devote as much time to this blog as I used to.
Uh oh.
I mean, it should be obvious that I’ve been struggling. As much as I like the occasional YouTube video, I was using them to post an entry at times when I had nothing better to write. Sometimes I’d force myself to write just to get an entry in, and the resulting entry is just misshapen and wonky. Lately, I’ve fallen behind on my posts such that I’ve had to backdate posts to keep the streak going. Most of all, the pressure to get posts out regularly is making writing less fun. That’s no good. I need to reclaim the blog and not let it control me, know what I mean?
So, no, I’m not giving this sucker up. No: that’d be sort of like cutting off a limb, right? Right now, I’m going to revert the blog to a not-daily model. If I am fatigued and find myself without anything to write about I just won’t write. Seems simple enough. I think I had a bit of a fear of breaking the streak to be honest. I didn’t want anyone to go “oooh look at that…he couldn’t keep it going after all.” Well, at this point I really don’t give a damn. I still plan on writing frequently, but doing so more leisurely. Really, that’s how things should be. I’m going back to sensible. I’m hoping this will reinvigorate me. So hey, this isn’t an ending–this is a transformation.
Rock on.


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