Category Archive: the job

Branding myself

You know, I already had a number of sentences written out about having an online presence. To be honest though there are plenty of other people out there that have written better pieces about this topic. Whatever. This space here is all about stuff as it pertains to me.

Anyway, the other day I spent a moment or two cleaning up my résumé. Why? Well, it’s not like I’m looking to escape at this very instant, but I need to keep my documents up to date just in case an opportunity comes by. It would be foolish to shut down all avenues, know what I mean? As I was cleaning things up a question crossed my mind. If given just a few words, how would I describe myself professionally? Sure I’ve got skill with X, Y, and Z, but all of that is too specific. How should I market myself? What is my personal brand? Surely it’d have something to do with tech, right? After all, that’s the field I’ve been toiling in for more than a decade. What about the fact that I’m something of a people person? What of the fact that I’m a bit of an oddball? The combination isn’t exactly rare, but it doesn’t really lend itself to allowing people to put me in a neat and tidy box. What kind of job do I want? It almost looks like I would have to carve something out for myself. Unless I find a way to accurately describe me, how would anyone know about my other dimensions.

With this question in mind I ended up prodding a friend for ideas. Interestingly, his response was simple: “Tech person with great communication skills. Slightly quirky.” OK, so it needs a little bit of polish. All the same, it hits the keys things about me. I suppose that if I market myself with this simple and honest headline I might be able to attract that kind of position that I really want. One can only hope, eh?

Pre-determined stances

Ehhhh, well this week has had its share of rough patches. I’ve been having a tough time with work lately. I’m on a project with an imminent deadline that seemed impossible to meet. I stayed late on Thursday to try to catch up only to get blocked for unknown reasons. Apparently, I had been given an example to work from that was faulty in the first place. Wonderful! On Friday I was rather frustrated at myself during CrossFit. I was having a fair bit of trouble keeping good form on a certain move and as a result coach prevented me from going further that day. I knew I could do better. I was just not performing. So yeah, perhaps my last Facebook posts have been a bit gloomy.

I suppose I could focus on all of the negatives but there have been plenty of good things as well. I’ve managed to be rather social this week. Right after Friday’s workout I went home, changed, then headed downtown to hang out with friends for someone’s birthday. Today I started another improv class which acts as an assessment of sorts to see where we might fit in in terms of future performance opportunities. I have good vibes about this class. Right after I went home then drove up to Markham for a get together with some running friends. I swear, I’m everywhere.

Anyway, I guess the purpose of me writing all of this is just to have a self-reminder that the quality of our weeks depends on what pre-determined stance we take when we view things. Know what I mean? I suppose this means that I need to encourage positivity. I suppose that’s a possibility, no?

Jason’s 2011

I really should have started writing this post a few days ago, but I didn’t feel like forcing myself to do it. The words weren’t flowing. Well, here I am on the final day of the year and I really need to get these words out. This year, 2011, was a bit of a harder one than the last. I remember declaring somewhere that it would be a year of buckling down and riding out tougher times. I was right. That’s not to say that this was a bad year for me. I’m just likely to label it as a challenging one. Did I rise to the challenges thrown at me? I think I did.

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Broken warrior

Nope. Disillusioned and weary.

Thought I could fight. I was wrong.

Scrum warrior

Oooooooh, I’m angry. I’m getting worked up. For one of our projects at work we’re adopting an agile methodology. It’s a style of development that differs from traditional ways of doing things. When done right it works well. I mean, there’s a specific structure involved in doing things, and there really needs to be a big buy in from all those involved. It requires a fair bit of discipline. I’ve worked with this methodology before in my old company. I’ve seen what in can be like, and how it really needs to have that structure. Yes, it’s meant to be agile and adaptable, and it is. Thing is, it can only be that way as long as certain rules and expectations are respected. There’s a huge amount of trust that’s needed. If you don’t end up trusting a member of your team, things will unravel really fast.

So, back to this project. We’re going through our first iteration and I’m starting to see things that are going contrary to principles. There’s been some flagrant rule bending, and it’s making me nutty. If we’re going to make the shift to agile, we need to go all in. There’s no doing it halfway. Leaving work today I was really steamed. Since then I’ve been mulling it over and forming my arguments. By tomorrow I’m going to do a lot of poking around and I really want to go in guns blazing.

I don’t want the trust within the team broken.
I want a strong team where we can depend on each other to get the job done right.
I don’t want the product owners to set unrealistic expectations.
I want to set boundaries that promote reliability.
I don’t want to over-promise and under-deliver.
I want things to be predictable like clockwork.

All of this is reasonable, isn’t it? That’s why I’m going to fight. I shall be the scrum warrior. This is a battle worth fighting.

Sprouting

A bit over a month ago I spoke about planting seeds of sorts to help take my career on a different path. So today, I had a follow up meeting with my manager. He was still positive to the idea of me transitioning into something different, which is a bit of a relief. He bounced a few ideas at me and I told him what I thought of them. At this time, we seem to have worked out a roadmap. There will be a few chances to try new roles out to see if I like things, and if I fail I can save face without issue. It’s great. I’m excited. The seeds that were planted are sort of sprouting now. It still remains to be seen if this will lead anywhere, but I’m optimistic.

Bit more fire

As usual it seems like I’m portraying a little bit of an acerbic personality to my colleagues. See, it’s not like I’m completely negative; I have a lot of enthusiasm and intensity which is a good quality when channelled. I know some other people that remind me of the dementors of the Harry Potter world: when they enter a room they just suck up all sense of happiness that might exist. No. I think I’ve just got a bit more fire than the rest. I don’t consider that to be a bad thing at all. If I occasionally come across as harsh, I know I have so many other qualities that balance that out that I’m not terribly concerned about people perceiving me as an ogre. Clearly, clearly not true. People just need to figure out how to deal with me. Easy.

Train wreck territory

I spent some time thinking about it in the car this morning. If I count the time I spent working through the co-op system, I can say that I’ve been working in the tech industry for about eight years. Kind of crazy. I’ve been fortunate enough to work with companies that have a great workflow. I have a sense of how a great software development workflow should probably go. So, as I’m going along if I see something that’s so obviously off-the-rails shouldn’t I speak up? I mean, I’m not saying that I’m perfect in my procedures, but when things are getting into train wreck territory something has to be done.

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