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Cold winds, warm thoughts

I spoke about how I wanted my running group to have a story to tell once the clinic is over. I thought that last Sunday made for a good one, but today…holy crap. The night before, I got an email from one of my group members asking whether or not the run was cancelled. There was a bit of apprehension because the weather was forecasted to be -17°C/-30 wind chill. There were a lot of warnings saying that exposed skin could freeze in ten minutes. How could running out there be safe? Well, I’ve never had to cancel a run in the past, so I told her to show up prepared to run, but to also be prepared to have the clinic cancelled if the store manager says so.

This morning, I layered up really well. When I got in, I was a little apprehensive myself. Yeah, it was damn cold. Could I manage? Then someone reminded me that people in Edmonton probably have it much worse more often, and they probably still run. No kidding. So I put on a brave face for everyone. Sixteen kilometres! Whoo!

The run itself was tough. I didn’t have a balaclava so for some good chunks of the route I was pulling my jacket up to cover my cheeks. Whenever one part of me was feeling a bit too cold I focused my energy on warming that part up just to prevent frostbite. That was a real danger. When we got to the long north-south corridor part of the route the cold north winds were pummeling us. My fingers were going numb. I could feel my inner-thighs burning. It was rough, but it wasn’t permanent. As soon as we turned the corner the conditions got better as we got some protection from the wind from the houses in the area. Things eventually warmed up, and the rest of the run became tolerable. By the end I felt a great deal of relief.

This run was worthy of reflection. I mean, there were a lot of people who decided to stay home today. They didn’t want to risk heading out there for fear of being cold. Fair enough. Indeed, parts of the run were harsh, but it wasn’t representative of the run as a whole. Surviving the run wasn’t that much of an issue with the right amount of preparation. The only thing blocking us is our mind. Guaranteed, everyone that finished the run was happy to have done it. That’s the way it should be.

Running log: 2010/01/03

I really need to pay more attention to the weather forecasts prior to any days that I run. I turned on the TV and saw the temperature. I knew it would be a cold one out there with potential for a wicked wind chill, so I dressed for this morning’s run accordingly. I wore two pairs of pants, a long sleeve base layer with a t-shirt on top, and the jacket that I got at the Resolution Run. Added to that was my usual winter gear and I was good to go. As I drove in though, I wasn’t prepared at all for the blowing snow. I was actually running late because I spent way to much time at home looking for my Garmin, which I didn’t end up finding in the end. I got to the DVP/404 and was in shock. The roads were covered in a thin layer of snow, except for the parts where cars passed. On those parts the asphalt was visible, but seemed to be brushed with what looked like a veil of white powder dancing on the surface. I was kind of torn. I didn’t want to go at a normal speed because of the conditions, and I didn’t want to go slow or else I’d never make it to the store on time. I ended up finding some middle ground despite weird almost-whiteout conditions that allowed me to get to store a minute or two late.

When I got to store, there was someone from our group talking with the marathon group about taking a different 16K route. I think the rationale was that they didn’t want to be facing the howling winds on the way back when everyone would be sweaty and tired. That’s a fair thought. As I was overhearing the route though, in the back of my mind I thought that people might end up getting lost due to the sudden route change. Also, the marathon group was fast, and they wouldn’t be around to help us out if any of us were lost. Anyway, as the marathon group filed out, I called my group in. On the spot, I decided that we’d be better off just sticking to the route that we were going to do originally. I thought, yes, we might get strong winds on the way back but with the weather being the way it was we’d get beaned no matter what. So that was that.

At the beginning we usually have a small warm up which consists of a walk to the first light. Well, the winds were really beating on us, so I just yelled to everyone that I was starting my watch early. Everyone agreed. And off we went. The sidewalks were plowed in most places, but some parts had thick snow that was hard to trudge through. I didn’t find the first few kilometres to be so bad. Yes, it was tough, but I had been through some bad winter weather last year. I just told myself to suck it up. During that first part I was with one other person and we just laughed at how snow was sticking to all our hair, and that snot was dripping everywhere. Hey, no one said running was glamorous, right? We got to a stoplight that allowed two other people to catch up to us. In the end, we stuck together as a pod.

Between the 6 and 7 kilometres the route took us by the hospital and by an open field. I swear, at that point the winds were really starting to pick up. Usually as the morning progresses the weather lightens up a little; a little sunlight goes a long way. This time though, there was no relief at all. Just past the hospital the route turned north for a kilometre. Holy crap, during that stretch the winds absolutely ravaged us. For me, the wind pierced my two layers of pants. I thought my inner thighs would get frostbite. My cheeks were getting numb. I had to pull my jacket up past my nose just to breathe, but as a side result my dripping nose got all over the jacket. We just wanted to get to the end of the road to turn and get by the houses hoping for a little protection from the wind. We did get it eventually. The violent winds gave way to flurries. For me, I didn’t feel as cold, but the snow was making it tougher to see. The route included some tough hills to conquer. The first one came at 10-11K and wasn’t so steep but was banked and seemed to go on for a long while. That was tough. The second one was 12-13K and was steep. The snow covered roads made it tough to get any real speed up it. I was tempted to slow to a walk, but I knew that I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself if I did. Once I made it to the top I made it a point to congratulate everyone, and to acknowledge that the hill was a killer. I mean, by the time we had gotten to it we were already pretty spent from battling the winds, and the slippery roads, and the blinding snow. Still, we managed to make it up without complaining too much. My group is inspiring!

When we made it back to store, instead of stretching outside I just told my group to stretch inside. As soon as I stepped in, my first order of business was to cheer, hoot, and holler like I’d won the lottery or something. The person minding the store joined in. I just wanted to make sure that the runners realized just how amazing this all was. Sixteen kilometres in such horrible weather is just pain insane. Usually, with winter running there’s just one or two weather conditions to contend with for every run. Today though, damn thing was thrown at us, and we survived. Of course that was worth cheering, right? I swear, I’ve never had a tougher winter run thus far. We were all spent, but had enough energy to laugh at our frozen water bottles. I am so unbelievably proud of everyone. Hopefully, next week’s 16K run won’t have as adverse conditions. Even so though, we know we can tackle it head on.

Final blast

I’m warming myself lying prone under a blanket right now, attempting to find a comfortable position to blog without straining my neck too much. Thank God for wi-fi, eh? Anyway, usually I’m all about keeping my body temperature cool because I’d rather not be a hot sweaty mess. Right now I’ll make an exception. I mean, considering today’s weather, why not? I remember this past Sunday morning, as I was running with a buddy I told her that I was expecting one last dumping of snow. Usually we have one more roar of winter just when we start getting comfortable. The problem is that March didn’t have that final blast. My friend was confident that it was all behind us. Hah! Showed her! Except that perhaps this time around I wish she was right.

As I left the office I was greeted by blowing snow. The temperature was such that there wasn’t any accumulation on the ground. The sidewalks were definitely damp, but it was warm enough for the snow to melt on contact. I started walking for the streetcar stop, but then stopped, turned around and decided to just walk to the station. I was in the mood to be defiant it the form of walking against all common sense. I had to squint as the snow pelted my face. After a hundred metres I zipped up my jacket, which, as some of you know, might as well be one of the signs of the apocalypse. After another hundred metres I saw a large amount of people carrying umbrellas as they walked, so I decided to join in.

Now, if you think about it, during the proper winter months you don’t see many people toting umbrellas–not even the Asian old ladies with their shopping buggy things. In contrast, today I saw many people shielding themselves. Curious, indeed. I guess today’s precipitation was just switching too often between rain and snow such that if you’re unprepared there’s potential to get a good soaking. The umbrella was a big relief because during storms my hair has a history of looking like Charlton Heston after he talked to a flaming shrubbery. It didn’t help too much against the wind though; snow was still hitting my shirt and pants. I eventually unzipped the jacket again to prevent overheating, and I became quite moist.

No matter. I’m feeling confident that this is the final blast. All in all we got off really easily. I know places north of the city got a good number of centimetres of accumulation. In other years the city has gotten a really heavy dumping requiring a full treatment from the snow plows. This is it! Bring on the warmer temps!

Mad season

Honestly, where the heck did February go? No kidding. March is upon us which means the equinox is just around the corner. I don’t think that winter has ever affected me as much as it has this season. I often comment about how much I enjoy it and how trudging through snow builds character, blah blah blah. Yeah, I still believe that, but for whatever reason the burden just feels heavier than usual.

First and foremost, I can attribute it to continuing training through the snowy months. It’s been a sacrifice to leave work early and commute north to join my running group. I’ve continued to run through blowing snow and biting winds. There were times when my thighs felt close to being frostbitten. I don’t mind. It’s been a fun and refreshing experience. It’s allowed me to maintain a level of fitness through a season where I’m usually relatively complacent. Still, it’s a different experience for me to be this committed to an activity and not have a down season. Perhaps the injury is my body’s way of forcing me to take some time off. Who knows?

In terms of work, projects are still being scheduled into the tight confines of the time line. Some days I almost feel like the client is asking to use me as a resource on more projects just because I’m the pack mule and capable of the weight. Tch. Just because I’m capable of it doesn’t mean that I should be pushed to my limits. I keep saying that I need time off. I haven’t scheduled anything yet, but I do know that I have one leftover vacation day from last year that I need to use up by the end of this month. It would be improper and ridiculous to let that day expire so I’m going to force myself to get away sometime soon.

On the housing front, this season has brought me a swift kick to the nuts. Actually, no, I suppose I can’t characterize it as that because there’s a good side to it all. The postponement is just tough on the mind. I mean, getting psyched for the move has been a slow process for me. I’ve been cautious about getting excited knowing that such delays happen. Then, in December they gave a confirmed final date. At that point there was a finish line: there was some finality. That’s when I allowed myself to start feeling great about it. Buying the appliances was a fantastic experience. And then…the date was bumped. I seriously cannot allow myself to get my expectations up so soon until there’s more evidence of finality. I mean, when I look at the building today, the balconies are under construction, and bricks are up on the ground floor. Still, as far as I’m concerned, those are meaningless to me: I need to force myself to contain any excitement.

These are a few reasons why this has been a relatively trying season for me. I’m not saying that it’s all been one downer after another, because a lot of good things have happened as well. I love my new car. It performed excellently on my trip to Burlington. I had absolutely no issues with acceleration–I felt that it was actually kind of zippy. Fuel economy for the trip seemed great too. Anyway, I think the result of all of this is that I’m anticipating the return of spring a lot more than I ever have in the past. I’m feeling the sunlight more strongly. In the mornings, I’ve noticed that sunlight pierces my blinds at an earlier time now. I’ve been toying with the idea of just turning my alarm clock off and waking up with the sun. Sounds great, but I actually question whether I can trust myself to actually wake up properly at a proper time. What if it’s a rainy day? Hmm.

What are my expectations for the month and for the upcoming season? Well, for one thing, I’m hoping to take better care of myself. When I return to my training I am going to attack it with measured fervour. I plan on saying “no” more often. I plan on having more courage. At the end of the month, the braces are coming off–I need to find more self-confidence.

If spring is a time for new beginnings, I’m going to work to plant as many positive seeds as I can.

Contemplating the snow storm

A snow storm has settled over the city, promising about 20 cm of snow by day’s end. Driving in today was an exercise in patience. I’m still surprised at the occasional idiot driving as if it was a clear summer day out there. Traffic is already going slow; we don’t need a collision to tighten roads and make things even slower. It’s just inconsiderate.

Anyway, it’s in this weather that I decided to go for a long walk during lunch. I just wanted to get away from my desk. So, I put on my leather jacket and gloves and just decided to wander. I went west on King for a while with my jacket unzipped, but soon zipped up when I noticed just how much snow my fleece sweater was holding onto. By the time I got to Bathurst though I overheated to the point where I unzipped myself again. I had no problem toughing it out.

Without a hat, my hair was really collecting a good amount of snow. While walking up Bathurst I encountered this young guy seemed to be dressed kind of grotty in oversized street clothes. He asked for some spare change. Luckily for him I was in the mood to stop. He continued on to say that he was thirsty and wanted to buy a beer or something. Whatever. As I was fishing for change, the guy started commenting on my hair. I think words were failing him. He was telling me how my hair looked awesome with the snow in it. Apparently the snow really only collected along the front giving me this two-tone look. He said was making me look like I had white hair, but he was then quick to correct himself to say that it didn’t mean he thought I was old. Yeeeah, that smacked of a little desperation. In any case, I gave him a dollar and wished him luck.

I went up to Dundas and walked over back to Spadina and Chinatown. Each step was interesting because depending where I walked, the snow might shift or it might be hard and uneven. It was unpredictable. As I passed by, a couple of Chinese old ladies were walking past and smiling at what I’d assume was my snow-caked hair. Walking back south to my building, I noticed the majority of people bundled up with their heads covered. Some were really hunched over in an attempt to maintain some warmth. I don’t know. Too much snow isn’t a good thing because it does become stressful after a while. When we have an occasional storm like this after a period of relatively nice weather I almost feel like this something that we should “own.” Know what I mean? This type of weather is a fact of life in a place that’s blessed with four distinct seasons. The snow was beaning me in the face, and was turning my head into a snow sculpture, but I was happy.

Of course…even though I’m saying all this I’m feeling quite damp right now because all my clothes absorbed a lot of the melted snow. My socks have been laid out on top of my computer tower in an attempt to get them to dry out enough before my commute home. It’s OK. I’ll be just fine. It’s all part of the season.

Snowfall lamentations

According to the talking heads, so far this season we’ve had above average amounts of snowfall. With last night’s snowfall we’ve now had more than a metre of accumulation: 115 cm. By comparison, around this time last year we only had around ¾ of a metre. Maybe I can be forgiven then for thinking that winter’s already on its way out, seeing as how we’ve had a good chunk of white stuff already. Ha! As if.

It’s because of last night’s dumping of 15 cm that I decided to not make the trek to the Running Room for today’s run club. Luckily today was a bit of a drop back from 16K to 12K, still, I missed being out there with the group. The roads, however, weren’t plowed and the way was just plain dangerous. I didn’t want to risk getting into a collision just out of bull-headedness. I have to admit though, it was rather nice to have a relaxing Sunday morning. I haven’t had one of those in ages. I got to eat a good breakfast with the family, and recline in bed listening to Sunday morning oldies on CHFI while reading a book.

Eventually I did have to drive out there with the family. I was having a tough time getting traction without snow tires. Making turns was difficult because the car tended to slide even if I was going really slow. I was in a parking lot where some of the pathways were banked. I could feel the car sliding sideways in those areas. Craziness.

Honestly, I know that this weather is a fact of life living here. I’ve said that I don’t mind, but seriously I’m starting to get a little fatigued from the constant snow. It’s tolerable within reason, but man…we’re not even one freaking month into the season and we’re more than halfway to last year’s snow levels–and last year had one of the snowiest winters Toronto has had in decades (194 cm). Fuck fuck fuck. I’m going crazy!

Winter denial

I really think I’ve been in a state of winter denial. No kidding. I mean, I’ve been driving around in relatively good weather. The last few times that there’s been heavy storm I’ve either taken transit in to the office or had the fortune to be able to work from home. Today’s been the first time this season I’ve had to make the commute on snow-covered roads. Even without snow tires I didn’t do any slipping around because I think I have the good sense to take it easy. Today shouldn’t have surprised me, but it kind of caught me off guard.

In terms of running, I’ve been good-natured about all of this winter-training. I didn’t train last winter, and now after the interesting runs I’ve had I kind of wish I did. What’s a little snow? Sure, it slows me down considerably but it’s still rewarding. All this time I figured the whole season would be this relaxed, but tonight, hoo boy. The wind chill was entirely brutal when I was starting out. The temperature was the coldest I’ve had to run in in a long while. I felt it most in my toes. Maybe I need to buy woollen running socks, I don’t know.

Going to work, I’ve been wearing my usual casual leather shoes. I’ve been meaning to buy boots, but the shoes had been enough over the past while. They give me good enough traction in slushy conditions. I just put up with it all. Today though, after a few too many puddles I had to take them off, and remove my socks for them to dry out. I had them drying on my computer tower under my desk so as not to offend my colleagues. After taking a good look at my shoes, I noticed that the accumulated salt stains were starting to have an effect.

So, anyway, I’m bringing up all of these small stories as examples of me not acting as if I’m aware what season I’m in. In many cases I’m still quite season-inappropriate. This morning, while sitting in crawling traffic I was thinking about how it was fortunate that I wouldn’t have to drive through many more snowy days being that the season is almost over. Oh, but then I actually did the calculations and came to the realization that we were even one lousy month into the season. That should not have shocked me at all, but yeah, it did. It’s kind of like I’ve been entirely oblivious to mother nature. With the big clump of snowy days in December, it almost feels like we’ve been dealing with this season for a very very long time. Of course, this isn’t true.

Well, I’m here to say that I acknowledge that we are into winter, and that there are still a few months to go before tamer weather conditions will prevail. I am in winter denial no more.

Frozen storm

Yesterday the talking heads on TV were really talking about today’s snow storm as a really big one. I kind of just scoffed at all of the direness of the predictions. I mean, come on, could the storm really be that bad? When I woke up the streets were still relatively clear. When I checked the headlines on The Star’s online site, they had weather forecasters recommending people stay home if possible. I turned on the TV to hear the people on Breakfast Television gently suggesting people call in sick. Well, after all of that I caved, but only somewhat.

I decided to leave the car at home and just take transit into the downtown core. It’s not the first time I’ve done that due to a snow storm. The stress from having to drive in the challenging conditions was something I felt I could do without. It wasn’t until about the second leg of the journey that the snow started coming down. When I got off the streetcar to walk to the office the wind was really blowing hard. Blowing snow was stinging me: each flake felt like an ice shard stabbing my cheek.

I ventured out during the lunch hour to pick up something to eat. I was squinting from the wind blowing snow into my eyes. I was stumbling through the snow with my inappropriate shoes, slipping and weaving through the unploughed sidewalks as if I was a drunken sot.

As much as I joke about this weather, I really do have a fondness for it. Having four distinct seasons is such a gift in my mind. Winter isn’t even upon us yet and we’ve already been hit with a big blast. The forecasts are indicating that there are two storms coming: one on Sunday and one on Tuesday. I will handle each one with a smile.

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