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Bursts of inspiration

Bursts of inspiration come and go. I spent my afternoon chasing down the source of a specific bug, only to find out the cause and effect creating the issue was elsewhere. I got a ridiculous amount of satisfaction fixing the unrelated issue.

See, if I ever find myself wondering whether I’m in the right line of work, I can look to moments like this to realize that I’m good at what I do. At the very least, the job pays the bills, but really it’s much more than that, isn’t it? I just want to feel useful, and feel like I’m contributing. That, I am doing. Just took a few bursts today to remind me of all that.

Sick days exist for a reason

Took a sick day today. When I got up out of bed my gut cramping pretty badly, and I was light headed. I already had my work clothes on, but when I went to put on my shoes I had to spend a few moments leaning on the closet door to regain my sense of the vertical. I figured out pretty quickly that that was a side-effect of being severely dehydrated. Anyway, it was at that point that I had to give up and write to work saying that I wouldn’t come in. I spent a lot of the day sleeping and resting hoping that the symptoms would ease up. Still…nothing.

I remember the day before we my colleagues and I were discussing sick days. I’m of the opinion that taking sick days when necessary is an important thing. Presenteeism isn’t a good thing. When the body is aching, how can you focus? You can’t. And if you’ve got something contagious, there’s a good chance you’ll pass it on to someone else, and that would also hurt overall team productivity. We’re given sick days for a reason, right? And so here I am, recovering over something that’s really just horribly uncomfortable. Make it stop!

On the edge of my seat

I had a meeting scheduled earlier with my manager just to touch base and see how I’ve been doing over the past 2 months. Sure, I’ve thought about it here and there. How could I not? My personal opinion over the past while is that I’ve adjusted well and I’ve been doing all right. I think the word that I’ve been throwing about with regards to all that is renewed. It’s all fitting with that keyword of examination that I chose back in November to represent my focus for the next year. All the same, there was a part of me wondering if I’m fitting in well enough or doing enough work. It’s because of these thoughts that I’m glad I had a chance to talk to the manager. It seems that any growing pains have been factored in. Good sign, really. All of this makes me feel less and less like I’m on the edge of my seat, ready to be punted should I not be up to expectations. Actually, that would still be the case, no? I think it’s more the fact that I’m reassured that I do belong to the team. I am a valuable part, and will grow more and more valuable as I settle in. Gosh, what a comforting thought.

Behind the 8-ball

One small perk that I’ve been enjoying at my new workplace is the existence of a pool table in the lounge. At home, I’ve always wanted a pool table. It’s just never been a possibility. Even in our old house, as much as we could have had room for one in the basement, I couldn’t really impose my want, especially since my parents needed the room for other things. So, opportunities to play have been rare. Still, something has always intrigued me about the game. There’s just something beautiful about it. Played well, it’s all about hitting the correct angles. Chances to play have been few and rare for me, and my skill level leaves much to be desired.

Anyway, over the past few weeks, on breaks I’d occasionally play games of 8-ball with my colleagues. Over the first few games I had to adjust and relearn how to play. Now that I’ve adjusted, I’m not doing so badly. I’ve gotten pretty good at analyzing and hitting required angles. With a fair bit of focus, I tend to win. I have a decent track record against my colleagues. Now that I have a good record, there seems to be a little bit of pressure that I’m putting on myself to continue to do well. I have a small rep to maintain, no?

Equation for trouble

We’ve eaten out every single day at work since I’ve come here.

Compound that with the fact that we’ve got people visiting from the overseas office.

In the end, that equals weight gain.

Graaaaaaaagh

Not the reputation I want

If I’m being honest with myself, I really shouldn’t have gone to a get together with a bunch of colleagues from my (now) previous workplace. It’s not that I dislike them, but I think being around some of the conversations that took place has put me in a bit of a funk. I’m currently in a particularly tough headspace right now. For example, I got into a conversation with my successor who took over one of my more mindless daily tasks. It seems that he’s already made huge progress and process improvements to the thing. I spoke to some other people who were jokingly raving about the improvements and how it’s better than when I was doing it. Well, I suppose I don’t doubt it. The new guy is good at what he does. The only thing is it serves to underline just how useless I was at that job. I knew it, which may be why I was already sort of checking out mentally. It’s bad. I’m generally someone that gives full attention to work–especially if it’s something I enjoy. So I’m particularly sore at the fact that I was just a lump. It’s not the kind of reputation I want.

I guess it doesn’t matter any more. A new chapter is starting shortly. I will shed the past and start anew. I was musing to myself earlier today about what it would be like to burn everything in my life to the ground, moving somewhere else, and starting fresh. All in all, perhaps starting a new job is just like that. I’m effectively addressing that need for destruction. All that’s left is to address the need for self-destruction. Still figuring that one out.

Flying under the radar

It’s a bit of an odd situation at work. Like I mentioned a few days ago I gave my notice to my current company that I will be resigning on the 18th. That’s all well and good. My superiors have taken it well and are dealing with it positively. Thing is, my colleagues don’t seem to be aware. I had thought that the person I immediately report to would be the one to tell the group, but he thought I had already done so. In a meeting this morning he alluded to my pending departure, but it was so obliquely that I kind of hushed him. It’s at that point where I realized that I was purposefully trying to fly under the radar.

All things being equal, I would almost prefer to not make a fuss and just disappear with an air of mystery. Of course, that’s unlikely to happen. I do have to tell my colleagues sometime before. So, the question is now: when? I don’t need to be feted. I don’t need the fanfare. Still, out of respect for the people I’m around I do need to give them some warning.

This seems like such a silly thing to be worrying about. Why make a fuss about it, right? There really is no problem. In about a week and a half it’ll all be over.

Aaaaaaaaah!

How the interview went

The whole process of going from first contact to interview was a speedy one. I responded to the cold call mid-week, and managed to get an interview scheduled at the end of the following week. Like I mentioned, when all of the fuss started I had just finished revising my résumé. In response to the voicemail, I sent an email expressing interest, and that was followed by one of those awkward phone calls requiring me to slyly slink away from my desk. I suppose the slinking was optional since walking away to take the call would have sufficed. Once I got all the info I needed, I sent over my document. Later that night I got a note saying I was presented to my prospective company. That’s when I started freaking out because I didn’t have anything to wear to any future interview. That’s why I took advantage of that sale at Moore’s.

By the following Wednesday I got confirmation that they were interested in interviewing me. It would involve a written test, a verbal presentation on a given topic followed by general questions. I was asked by the recruiter whether I needed more time to prepare for all of that. I gave it some thought but I ended up just scheduling the interview for Friday. Two days seemed enough for me. The topic for the presentation wasn’t too hard, and I felt like I could make it through the written part with whatever knowledge I already had on hand. I thought, if I had to study hard for the written part can I really consider myself as being qualified? Good question. As such I took a confident stance and just took the jump.

The day of the interview came quickly. I was decked out in my new suit, looking sharp. I made a conscious decision not to shave though in order to not raise too many alarms when I would later arrive late for work. I gave myself 40 minutes to drive to the company, not knowing what morning traffic would be like. I actually made it there in about 20. I chose to drive around the block to kill a bit more time. When I got to reception I noticed that no one was there. I started doing a head to toe check and noticed that one shoe was laced differently from the other. That’s what I get for not checking that out before dressing up. In haste I relaced the whole thing. I was under pressure because I didn’t want to be the guy that had one shoe off in reception for an interview. That would make for an interesting first impression, no?

The interview itself was interesting. For the Perl section I managed to hold my own, but as is the nature of the beast there were maybe one or two things that made me curse at myself: Why the hell did I know that type of special syntax? I just wrote down any assumptions and carried on. The linux section was a mild bust. The database section was OK. Overall, it wasn’t 100% but I didn’t embarrass myself. The verbal presentation went well. I wrote out notes the night before, and rehearsed things a few times. I tried to keep it to 10 minutes but I kept going over. In person, I spoke with as much clarity as I could muster. I am prone to mush mouth if I’m not careful. I think I made it through without getting lost. The follow up questions weren’t bad. I think apart from one odd question I gave them all the info they wanted. I left the office feeling like I didn’t screw it up horribly. I knew that even if I didn’t get the job the interview was a good experience. Win-win if you ask me.

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